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She breaks my heart.  Screaming; no wailing at night. ..at bedtime, at nap, at 4a.m....sometimes noticeably in her sleep while others just wanting to be heard.  We can't shut the door....that's a trigger of complete panic. ...can't help but wonder why.  It's awful...hard to take...hard to live and hard to not react wrongfully. ...she's ours for now and she is safe...hopefully she will understand that soon.  Pray for her :)